Well since I have been on a writing binge for the past six months of my life, It's like if my hands are not on a keyboard or I have a pen and notebook in my hands, I will look like a tweaker. I guess I don't want to pursue writing in the distant future, cause I am not the best writer of our time, I just thinking writing and typing it all out into the world makes me feel like I am actually something and not just...awkward. I guess writing fan fiction in my room at one am wasn't enough for me...yes, I write fan-fic when I'm bored. Not like it's a bad thing, I am not writing sexual fan fiction or anything. I am not talking about my characters like on a sex-drive, I guess in a way this sexual reference is like they are mouth raping each other or something. I am single. And once I get a boyfriend, I hope to keep my writing life a secret so he won't find me creepy even though this is a coping with the feelings I have and I need to take them out on the world somehow...let's just keep this a secret how about that?
But I mean, I love to write. Writing helps me calm down. I like writing about people, my opinions, and what happened in my day...cause no one else listens?
But if I am gonna commit to this blog and the readers, I can't just list everything on my mind and in my life (well I can but I just don't choose too). So after a couple more posts, I mean if I like the feel of it, then I can commit about my life and stuff and I can express my opinions. Alright? Alright...
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